lazyjem

2005-11-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

sigh... don't know why but i feel like shit. everthing in my life just sucks... first of all my parents... what a bunch of dickheads. they like to restrict me and sort of put a leash on me... why? although most of the time i just 'hanz' or just don't give a fuck about what they say and continue doing as i please but sometimes it really gets on my nerves when they try to fuck around with me. that just sucks. i mean come on, i'm old enough, i can take care of myself, i'm independent, i have a social life and i have my life. but still what the fuck are they trying to do??? maybe it's because they claim to be have been very obedient and almost perfect when they were young but come on, times have changed, i'm not like them... and that's it. so what the fuck are they trying to do? stir shit? yeah stir shit that's what they're trying to do... and the more fucked up thing about them is that sometimes they try to blackmail me... they say they will deduct my allowance and stuff if i come home late, bla bla bla etc... but all the time i just don't fuck them and do as i please... come on la i'm old enough and know what is good and bad and i'm not out doing or induldging in really unhealthy activities such as taking or selling drugs... selling dvds... or fighting or what. wtf man... doesn't effect me but it just irritates me... why can't they understand that? ASSHOLES!!! a lot of other reasons la why i feel like shit... but that's not the point, the point is that i feel like crap and fuck i hate it... sigh... nothing much to talk about think i'm gonna sleep it off... oh yeah and i can't stand my mother's nagging! to make her stop i must stop doing what i do and that is impossible... so wtf? have to just bear with it cause i can't stop what i do... like... waking up late, coming back late, being untidy, being disgusting, cursing and swearing, lazy... that's me man... fuck.

mum's a bitch, dad's a bastard.
SHIT HAPPENS.

goodnight.

BACK FROM THE DEAD.

2005-10-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

HEY! i'm back. sorry i haven't been posting anything since god-knows-when... i guess it's because i was too busy with my finals and also because i felt i didn't have anything interested to talk about... hahaha... in short, LAZY. hHAhhahAHha...

and also sorry to all those who logged on hoping to find some dumbass story...

well... what's been happening lately???... well i just finished my finals 2 days ago... that means.. FUCKING FREE TILL NEXT YEAR!!! holidays for 2 months plus man!!! damn i love it... so if anyone is free give me a call! go out minum teh or do stupid things i don't mind. maybe gonna help my dad out during my holidays i don't know...
hmmmmm... my second semester has just finished and wow how fast it passed... exams over so quickly... just scares me thinking about it... how fast time can just fly by... in the mean time, goodbye to my college and till we meet again next year... will certainly miss sitting in the boring classes, listening to the boring lecturers, skipping classes... etc... will miss my very few close friends in college too... see you guys again next year! you know i'm very quiet in my college... i just go to the place, study, get to know some people and, that's it. i mean i just hang out with them sometimes in college when i'm there... i don't hang out with them after class or at night or on weekends... i'm more of a one man army while at college... mainly because i still hang out with my old (high school) friends... well that's good also but sometimes i feel that i should get to know more people from my college... don't know la... i AM happy with the people i'm already associated to right now, and that includes the very few+close friends i have in my college...

well was so fucking bored today so i went to subang... spent almost the whole day there... had a lil bet with my friend sultan... played foosball with him... we agreed that whoever lost had to take off his shirt, and walk out of the place where we were (the rack, subang square)... all the way to the lift going down to the carpark... since i knew a lil thing or two about foosball i had to give him a handicap (few balls)... weird as it sounds but you know what i mean... 'yong' that fucker 'gei lup' la... so, game on!!! that bloody asshole had some few fluke shots in the end, i lost.

&#^&* 67=+$#@!! ... i had to walk all the way... in front of shops and restaurants... down a fleet of stairs... passing somemore shops... with everybody looking at me as if i was a flasher... to the lift... i didn't walk la of course... i RAN! ran into the lift where i could put my shirt back on... the guy in the lift looked at me and laughed... mahai he must be thinking SOHAI!!! fuck... my friend also told me he saw alot of people laughing too... HUMILIATION!!! aiyoh... luckily i'm not going back there till next year...

hAHHAHAHhAhahahHAHA...

well... that's all for now... i'm going to eat now so catch you dirty fuckers later!

P.S.: to all the bloody MCs!!! TIU LEI!!! cause all the fucking jam!!!

whatididtodayonasunday.

2005-10-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

brought my girlfriend shopping today, she sucked up all my money and all i got out of my money was some food, a hot dog, and a car wash. fuck. but once in awhile i guess ok la... to treat your girlfriend to stuff... but NOT TOO often. serious. *WARNING* NOT-TOO-OFTEN. fuck now i'm pretty much broke for the rest of the month. ^&^#!#$&^#@&@&#

well came back and saw my dad fixing the motor that runs my gate... you know the automatic gate motor thing... my gate is a sliding one and it has been making real loud rattling noises when it opens and close... so noisy that it wakes up the whole neighbourhood when it opens or closes... serious! don't believe me ask my annoyed neighbours... used to be so noisy that whenever i came back home late at night... very very late at night i would have to jump over it to avoid all the commotion it would stir once the button was pressed. but it wasn't a good idea either when i came home drunk as i wouldn't be able to climb up the gate properly........ well as i was saying i saw my dad fixing the motor thingy and helped him out a lil... my dad is amazing i tell you! he fixed the fucking thing and now it's as good as new.. no more loud fucked up noises... man my old man really has some talent i tell you... he's a real handy man... he can really fix almost anything... he told me he just opened the box thingy, took out the ball-bearing, brought it to a hardware shop to have another one fabricated, and installed the new one in... sounds easy i know but there were alot of components to dismantle and put back later... all those wires and stuff... wtf man he's a genius! a real handy man... with his trusty tool box, weird looking tools, nimble fingers, never-say-die-never-give-up-attitude, and wisdom... he can fix almost anything! wow... quite proud of my old man... very proud in fact... and then he told me "see, the get another 2 ball-bearings=33bucks... and the repair guy was charging 500 bucks... ask him go fuck himself!" hehehehhee.......

oh yeah, my dad is a real thrifty man too... won't buy or pay extra unless it's really neccessary.

well it's monday tomorrow... back to college... back to hell... sigh...

back...

2005-10-16T01:28:00.001+08:00

hello lazyjem.blogspot.com... sorry for not writing anything down these past few days... i have been busy and lazy... fuck, finished like a month's work all in a night... my public speaking assignment shit. yeah i had to wait till the night before to finish it... well, the presentation went on okay and i am expecting a B... well... come to think about it, make that an A... yes, expecting an A from the bitchy lecturer.

nothing much to talk about these days... don't know why... why? maybe i need to meditate to find the answers within... not much creativity these days... i don't mean to say that all the other and previous entries were all crapped up and not real. THE INCIDENTS THAT ARE WRITTEN AND POSTED ON THIS BLOG ARE BASED ON REAL LIFE EVENTS. please do not try this at home.

well let's talk about cars... have been getting to love the new mini more... well kinda liked it when i first saw it... looks cool eh...? but have been doing alot of research on it the past few days... imagine if i could have a mini cooper s tuned by john cooper works? MMMmmmMMmmmmMM... what a sweet dream it would be... and in grey with the chequered flag pattern on the roof and mirrors... or a british racing green one with the union jack on the top, white mirrors, 2 white stripes on the hood... 18" bbs... mmmmmmmm... funky car ain't it?

A Hotter Than Usual Day.

2005-10-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

you know what? it was a fucking hot day today... hotter than usual... i know la this is kl and it's fucking hot most of the time... but today was worse... cause i couldn't stop sweating the whole day... while in class, while eating, while playing pool, while in the car with the air-cond on... while in my room now... fuck! fucking fucking hot... what's going on? anyways just to let you know i don't sweat... instead i rain... i don't know why but i'm real sensitive and i will always sweat and when it comes... it's irritating cause it gets into my eyes and it'll keep coming for awhile... especially when i'm eating... why ar? hmmmmm... maybe it's because i'm damn healthy... and my body is working properly... maybe that's why... but the funny thing is, my sweat DOESN'T STINK AT ALL! and i don't have a B.O. or anything like that... instead i smell good all the time... hehehehehe... not to worry people(girls)... hehehehehhe.... but really, i don't stink eventhough i rain damn it. SERIOUS.

anyways... a few friends of mine (names witheld) wanted to play this game where each of us comes up with the same amount of money and then create a pool (put it all together)... and in order to win the money in the pool we all decide on a girl to pursue and whoever gets the girl first wins the money... don't you think my friends are real mean? that's not human man! how could they even think of something like that? OMFG that disgusts me... sigh... damn bad right? those fuckers... damn 7 tiu... well, in the end it didn't work out and i'm glad i wasn't part of it... hehehehehhe... damn fucked up right??? i won't mention names but you know who you are! animals! hAhHAhAHHAHHA...

nothing much to crap about... goodnight.

boring dayZzZZzzZZzzz...

2005-10-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

well bored again as usual... nothing happening these few days... nothing much to do... hmmmmm...

saturday... wtf did i do on saturday...? can't really remember... fetched bry to go collect his car from the workshop... you know bryan right? he is the king of accidents... bloody fucker can't drive straight... AhAHhAhAHhaa... had a lot of major accidents with his car... thank god he is still alive to tell his tale and also touch wood he is still in piece... hope he's learned his lesson(s) and stopped driving like a maniac. bryan i'm telling you this as a concerned friend... life comes by only once, DON'T FUCK IT UP. and to everyone else reading this... especially YOU. YEAH YOU! went out for dinner with family on saturday night and went to ervin's house for fuck later... slept early as i had to wake up early the next morning.

sunday... followed my gf to church... forced against my will by her to go btw... hehehehhe... jk... after that went to look for sultan and went to wash my car... bought some drinks for him and cigarettes and went to an empty carpark where he could... erm... drink and smoke... oh shit... no... erm... i sent him home... he didn't drink... yeah i forgot... he didn't drink nor smoke. yes he "puasa'd"... serious. (oops...) well went back home and slept till around dinner time... woke up to eat and then went to my gf's place for awhile to see her and came back... that's it... my entire boring fucked up weekend... and i have to wake up early tomorrow to go to college. @#$!^%@$%#@$

you know recently i came across these really gory pictures from an accident that happened in malaysia over the internet... i couldn't stop thinking of the images as they kept on flashing in my mind every now and then... fuck. but one thing i really learned from it was to treasure life and don't fucking drive recklessly or too fast anymore... i showed those pics to all my friends as they are the ones who usually drive recklessly... (inc. bryan of course)... those pics were really sad... if you are curious about what kind of pictures i'm talking about go to http://paultan.org/archives/2005/10/02/gory-car-crash/#comments

enjoy...

"You May Not Be 100% In Control Of Your Machine, But You Are 100% In Control Of Yourself."
so don't drive recklessly/toofast/after-drinking/kurap/etc...

omfg i sound really weird... advising people.

screwed up 2-3 days...

2005-10-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

it's been a real hectic and fucked up 2-3 days... had lots of shit to do in college... had exams, assignments due, and a presentation... fucked up... fucked up cause i did it all last minute... heheheh... a very big thank you to eric for forcing himself to help me out... thanks a lot man! well after all that i had a 15 hour nap to get back all the sleep that i missed earlier... nice one.

while i was sleeping early this morning... my gf called me at 4 in the MORNING and screwed me for not replying the messages she sent me the night before... she claimed she messaged me like hai... and called me like hai... and she also claimed i picked up the few times she called and said that i would reply her and call her and all that... but i didnt. and the funny thing is i DONT remember a thing! i was sleeping... but that is not important... what is what i really wanna point out is i realised it is my natural instinct to make sure and do whatever it takes to not quarrell... that's weird. and she screwed me over the phone for like one hour at 4AM in the morning before going back to sleep... but the weird thing is i don't remember doing anything... just sleeping. weird la...

well nothing much to say... going back to sleep.

CHELSEA FUCKED LIVERPOOL HARD 4-1 !!!

2005-10-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

good game la... i'm really sorry to all the liverpool fans... but FUCK YOU LIVERPOOL... OMFG you fuckers lost 4-1 to CHELSEA??? yes!!!

you see i'm a chelsea fan...

where are the gold numbers on your jerseys now FUCKERS???!!!!

things are getting better... and hope they stay that way.

2005-10-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

well... things seem to be getting better between my gf and i after that big fight yesterday... i relly hope they improve and things get back to normal again... i really pray and hope they do man... frankly speaking i dont think we can be seperated... that's good! i guess... hehehe... yeah that's good... GOOD!

you know it's funny... after you quarrell or fight with your loved one...? you make up and get back together right? or maybe you just tak han tiu the fucker and find another partner but if or when you do get back together you will feel that your love for your girlfriend or boyfriend grows... you tend to love the person more and also appreciate them more... its weird. but that's love... hehehe...

so in conclusion if you wanna love someone more, FIGHT MORE OFTEN... please.

"no, NO... yes, WHY?, no, NO!. yes. WHY? yes. NO!" hehehehhe...

2005-09-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

bored right now so while waiting to go out thought i might just write something since this shithole is quite empty.

just had another big fight with my gf... think gonna break up with her... sigh... am beginning to lose my patience with her... dont know whether i can take it anymore... sigh...

going out tonight to get myself drunk.

FUCK OFF!

holidays (study break)

2005-09-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

bored la these few days... on study break this whole week... so not much to talk about cause spent most of the time sleeping... damn 7 sien... and only going out at night.

damn 7 sien...

btw check out this track if you're free... 4 strings- until you love me... good trance.

can your dick touch your ass?

happy birthday papa

2005-09-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

first of all i would like to wish my dear old man a very happy birthday! all the yelling and scolding you have given me has tranformed me into a more fucked up and better person... and although i'm growing up to become a lil more screwed up and a lil more matured i'll always be your son... i thank you from the bottom of my heart what you have given and taught me. once again i would like to wish homer... i mean... dad a very very happy birthday! love jeremy...

well went to college today and forced myself to attend every class and not to skip any classes but when i reached my class (on time)... then only i found out that i was supposed to be on one week's holiday... $@%^!&@*$*@%#*... wasted my bloody time even going all the way to subang to find out class was off for the whole week... why didn't the college inform me goddamnit???

went to mid valley in the afternoon with my mates and had something to eat while we were there... after eating and before we left, we requested for the bill and when the bill arrived a our table in that little folder/booklet thingy it took us quite sometime to settle the bill and after slipping the correct amount of money into that lil whatever you call it folder/booklet thingy used to put the bill, i looked up to see where the waiter was and noticed he was on my right... with a smile i stretched out to pass him the bill and the money in that lil folder thing but he just looked at me with a fucked up face and just snatched the folder/booklet thing away from me and walked off... in my mind i was like 'hey... what's up with him? that was a little rude don't you think...? and this was a well to do restaurant... how could they hire a waiter with that kind of fucked up attitude?'... but i didn't really let it bother me and went over to my other friend's table to talk to them while waiting for the receipt and change to arrive... when that fucked up waiter with the fucked up attitude of his came back... i walked to up to him in an attempt to collect my receipt but upon seeing me he just threw the folder/booklet thingy onto the table and looked at me again with that fucked-up-face. then i really lost it and was like what the fuck man this guy has some serious problem... i paused for like 1 or 2 seconds before deciding to go over and have a lil talk with him...

our little conversation went like this...

lazyjem: hey you, come here.

waiter with fucked-up-face+attitude: huh? (and walked over)

lazyjem: hey, what's your problem?

waiter with fucked-up-face+attitude: huh? (pretending he didn't hear that clearly but infact he was fucking close to me)

lazyjem: i said what's your problem? why so arrogant? (in a polite manner)

waiter with fucked-up-face+attitude: huh? arrogant?? (what an idiot!)

lazyjem: ARROGANT. you know arrogant? you know LAN SI?? why you so LAN SI??!!!

waiter with fucked-up-face+attitude: what's your problem?

lazyjem: my problem is YOU. why so lan si??? smile lar. SMILE.

after that he just backed off and stared at me with the fucked up face of his... i just stared back at him for a few seconds before walking off... AHHAhAHHAHAA... felt so good doing that... fucking that waiter and then telling him off... that was good i tell you... but maybe i should have reported him to the person in charge... get him fired or something... but luckily for him i didn't do that... didn't wanna waste my time...

heheh... really enjoyed that...

well tired now la... going off to sleep first... goodnight everyone and goodnight waiter with fucked up face... see you in your nightmares motherfucker!!!

happy birthday to myself... 24th september.

2005-09-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

this is what happened on the 24th of september... went to the dentist to get my teeth polished and was relieved that the stains on my front teeth from smoking were able to be removed...

jeremy, sultan, kelvin, azlan, and kheng loon's birthday @ atmosphere 12SI - 24/09/2005
we celebrated our birthdays together tonight and invited all our friends and enemies to come drink with us... it was GREAT i tell you... kheng loon *drunk* became the pimp for the night... way to go... ervin *not-so-drunk* bought the birthday boys some shots...(thank you)... sultan *drunk* couldn't walk a straight line... azlan *dead-man-walking* started talking cock, swearing at strangers, beating and kicking people, and even slapped jeremy a few times... bryan *bei* drove all the way to hartamas for no apparent reason... fendi and jess *TOTALLED* were a FUCKING FUCKED UP mess... kim vee *expressing* came with his new shuffle pants... choon hoo *getting-funny-with-girls* was everywhere... cheng boon *drunk* was trying his luck with the girls... oh yeah... eng chuan *M.I.A.* was no where to be seen... hehe... and I *drunk* was on the dance floor enjoying the music and also enjoying the company of all my friends... i would also like to thank DJ romel for playing the song i passed to him... it really made my night...
And to all my friends including those i didn't mention which were in fact... pretty much still alert and not drunk or wasted... i thank you all very much for coming and making it a wonderful night.

love you people!

slept at 5am and had to wake up at 9am the follwing morning to attend a function with my gf *fuckin'-ridiculous*

2005-09-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

couldnt sleep the whole night... eventually slept at 8am and woke up at around 2 or 3pm... fucked my whole sleeping time.

i'm in a fucking bad mood now... i wanna kill my mother and my father right now... bloody miserable people... cant stand those fuckers... hope they die and burn in hell. ma ge chao hai fuck everything la... in a bad mood now.

i wanna kill someone.

ma ge chao hai tiu nia sing ham ka ling.

2005-09-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

well... did the usual today... again... went to college as usual, skipped a class... as usual. hehe...

well i had a lil mid term test scheduled for today and managed to go through my notes 1 or 2 hours before the exam... to my surprise i was able to go through my notes with ease and ACTUALLY understood them fully...i hope... i tell you it really pays to pay attention in class... since i've changed a little this semester in a bid to buck up and pull up my grades... i've actually been paying attention in class and not fooling around day dreaming, or drawing, or reading mags... eventhough my classes are boring and my lecturers are lame i tried my very best to pay attention and even write notes... it really paid off today as i don't think i fucked my test. hehe... to all my friends stop playing around already... save that for weekends or something... very happy you dont come up with that yi hei thing anymore... hehe... college is the last phase of your education and it's make or break time! so dont fuck it up!

cigarette prices are increasing... fuck the government... everybody stock up! whoever who is reading this and is able to get cartons please call me... i want some too... and if you are able to get those cheaper ones from god knows where but as long as they are genuine i'll take em'. please...

the first guy i knew in college and the closest guy to me in my first semester came back to visit today... because of his poor grades last semester, his parents decided to send him to nilai and live in a hostel... sad i tell you... poor mother fucker... but he was back on a study break and decided to call me up... glad he did... hehe... spent the whole time talking cock... helped me relax before my test...

well got home today and had a big quarrell with my gf... she stabbed me in the abdomen with a pen knife and broke my leg with a metal rod... no la just kidding we quarrelled over the phone and i wa yelling and she was yelling and i was yelling even louder till i could see my neighbours peeping out their window to see what the commotion was all about... fuck man! but still i really feel that she is too much sometimes... i used to give in all the time but hey, that isn't fair! and i deserve justice! well what started it remains P&C but she scolded me for asking her something... she told me to keep it to myself next time... but the day before she told me to voice out my problems so that she'll understand and asked me not to keep it inside and sorta 'merajuk'... but ma ge chao hai i dont understand... when i shut up and dont reveal the problem SHE FUCK ME, when i tell her the problem SHE FUCKS AGAIN! so... WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? !#$&$#@!!... in the end i had to apologize... as usual... sigh... i was really in a bad mood a few hours ago but decided to sleep it off. later on at night... was really surprised she called back and apologized and well... i also apologized and we made up... thank god it is all ok now, i'm actually talking to her over the phone and laughing while typing this... hehe. i'm sorry baby i yelled at you... and i also know you're sorry you yelled at me IN THE FIRST PLACE... but YOU STARTED IT! ........HAhAhAAhAhHAhaHAhHAAHa!!!

oh yeah... another thing... sabrina aka kelly's sis sms'ed me just now at night... i was really surprised but also happy la... come on lar... leng lui sms you... of course stim abit la right? ahhhaha... i'm a bloody fucker... no la i was surprised that she text'd me thats all... but it was also kinda weird... we sms'd for a little while and she asked me how i was and i asked her how was ssg and whether anything crazy was going on... our conversation lasted for about 7-10 smses before saying bye... that's all... nothing special but it was a surprise...

SSG... sekolah sri garden........ from the bottom of my heart... i really really miss school and those good old days... sigh... sometimes i day dream and try to recap those memorable incidents that happened in school... i can write a book about those events i tell you... all the fucking from teachers... being hunted down by them... smoking inside and outside school... discipline problems... becoming head prefect... hahaaha was just kidding about the head prefect thing... but i still was a prefect... a good one indeed... hahHAhHAhAhhAHHA... alot more things about school that i miss... yeah one more thing... i would wanna go back to school one day armed with a baseball bat and use it to beat up ms mabil (teacher) and kezanne (head prefect)... bloody animals... !@@#!@!! sigh... can still remember doing all those dumb stuff in school... I MISS SCHOOL! i'll share the memories i had while i was in school one day with all of you...

well... that sums up my day as jeremy lee... i dont have college tomorrow so i'm waiting to go out and waste the night... hehehe... going out to play mahjong and cards... gonna wear my lucky underwear...

btw i would like to thank mr. eric wong for helping me set up my blog and correcting some minor problems which in real fact i was able and smart enough to take care on my own since i'm the smart and intelligent person i am... hahahah... jk... thanks eric for helping me...

First Entry...

2005-09-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

first time blogging... thought it would be a good way to keep track of what i did on a certain date, how i feel, what i've accomplished...hhHAHahHAhAh... etc.

2109- a special date... loved this girl once so much and was so onto her. did everything i could in the world to impress her, make her happy... really did love her with all my heart... and for so long... every year on her birthday i would always do something special and always got her a present which i hoped she would treasure... loved her so much and wanted everything to be special, too bad she didn't feel that way... well today's the first time in god knows how long did i not do anything on her birthday.... i feel weird. but then again everthing's changed. fuck. glad i found her, glad i lost her. i was a fool then i guess. the end.

went to college today as usual and skipped a class... as usual. trying my very best to cut down and eventually stop smoking... tried so hard today to 'puasa rokok' but eventually failed... fuck i feel really pissed at myself for doing that but i am gonna keep trying and trying... and trying.

at night- went with my gf sophia to the british council cause she had something to do there and since she is still new to driving i decided to follow her as it was at night and the roads were jammed here and there... you know, the usual afterwork traffic happening all around kl. thought of driving her there but she insisted on driving us so i let her..... journey to the british council was fucking scary i tell you... i couldn't feel my nuts during the journey... dont know where they went... probably too afraid to come out. i was so terrified that i forced her to let me drive home afterwards... hehehe... sophia if you are reading this... just wanna say: sorry baby but you need to learn to drive on less busier roads first! dont worry later on once you get the hang of it I WILL LET YOU DRIVE ON THE BUSY STREETS. dropped by al rawsha or better know as "shisha place" to meet up with cheng boon and co. on the way home to see the pictures he took in the wee hours of sunday morning... yeah... you see we were all in my friend's car and on the way down from genting and we had an accident... long story but i thank god that we got out safely. azlan (driver+owner of car), cheng boon, bryan and I were in the car and while waiting for the towtruck to arrive we took pictures... will post them one day once i get them into my com. all of us were smiling and doing funny poses with the car and even dancing beside the car with music in the background while waiting... couldn't stop laughing at those pictures... all the 4 sohais...AHHAhAhHAhAHAhHAha... on the way home from "shisha" noticed this man on a wheelchair pushing himself on the mainroad (jln ampang)... my heart sank deeply and i felt really bad and pity for that poor guy... my gf was driving that time and how i wish i could have gave him a lift... still thinking about it now. poor thing... why does life have to be so unfair sometimes? i mean like ok if you took away his legs at least provide him with money or something so that he wouldn't have to push himself on his wheelchair all the way back to his home... i mean he was on his wheelchair on the road... with the cars and the bikes! fuck! that was fucking dangerous! touch wood but what if some "kurap" or reckless motorist accidentally knocks into him? i hope and pray that he reached home safely but really wished that i could have helped him... sigh........

sometimes life is just unfair.

well, that sums up my day... gonna go to sleep now...

FUCK! machibai i just remembered! i have an exam tomorrow! totally forgot about it... how the fucking hell could i forget!?!! shit! HAILAT! HUM 7!!!!!!!